1.) Going Dark until March 22. a.) The idea is to take this time and build upon my strengths and gauge my weaknesses b.) I wonder what this month will bring to me.
2.) I know that in the past I worry about if A will respond. I fear. This time I am going to try to hope more and try to talk myself out of it.
3.) Pray with gratitude.
4.) Reading 'I Do, Again' is awesome. What I have read so far is that they were divorced for 5 years and still no sign of getting together. a.) I don't feel so bad with our 2 years. HOPE for us. b.) I am so glad that she has had a lot of the same feelings that I have. I think I will write them a letter. c.) Tears stream down my face in reading it.
5.) Mother is being operated on again on Wednesday. a.) I will be staying at parents' house the middle of the week. b.) I like being around them. It helps when I feel lonely.
6.) Work has been good, but morale is down. I think it's the economy. People fear that they could lose their job. Mgmt is getting tough on people.
