The last time I spoke with my wife we ended up getting into a little bit of the R talk. It was brought up by her and I asked a few questions. This was over the phone this weekend. It didn't last too long, she said she didn't want to talk anymore. I respected that and let her go, at the end of the conversation I apologized and told her I had no choice then but to move forward with my life.
I received a phone call tonight from her. First she asked if my daughter was complaining of an ear ache. I said no, she acted fine with me. She said we need to keep an eye on her.
Then she asked if I wanted to sign her up for softball. I chuckled at first. It took me off guard and, well I have to admit it got to me a little. She asked what? I said, with everything going on right now, I don't know. I guess I'm a little leary of making a commitment. She said well I need to know because the sign up is going on right now.
The tone of my voice was not angry, but it was firm. I couldn't help it. I said well I find it odd that we are going to sit here and discuss this but we can't have a conversation about anything that is taking place right now.
I don't know what came over me, I told her exactly where I stand and the one reason I was telling her this. Again at the end of this conversation I pretty much let her go with what I said. I told her I was moving forward. I didn't do it in a mean way but I was confident and firm.
I don't know what came over me, this just set me off.
After she heard what I said, she said she was on her way home and asked if she could stop over and pick up the luggage so she could pack for her trip. (I was shocked, I couldn't believe she actually wanted to come by after what I just said.) Keep in mind she is not leaving until the 13th.(wtf) I told her no, not now I was leaving in a few minutes. I then received another call and told her I had to let her go. I said I would call her later.
Wow, I do know this had been building up for a while. Her call and what she asked just set me off, but I never raised my voice, it was just very firm.
Normally, she would avoid me like the plauge after that, and that fact she wanted to come over after what I said shocked me. She seemed upset that I told her no I have plans.
This had been building up for a while, I know this is a screw up, but what is done is done.
