I know that I have so many days to get the house in shape, have everything that he has asked me to do done, and get ready to put out by the time he arrives. This is my life............
And what would happen if you didn't? Besides the criticism? What would he do?
I wanted to direct you to some articles that smartcookie posted on her thread called Healing and Goodbyes here in this section..she posted some links near the (current) end of that thread.