Being content for now.

[kissak]

I dont have a coach, just support from a few angels on here. And Im not 100% positive he has a girlfriend. I just know a week ago he told me this girl he had gone out with a few times wanted to be his girlfriend and he told her he couldnt right now because his head was messed up. He is desperately looking for some sort of better living arrangements, and Im sure he is working on her! She even invited him and the kids over to eat a few weeks ago because he had no money to feed them. I fixed that though, told him if he needed money to feed our kids, to ask me!

And I dont think he would tell the OW that he texts me all day. He didnt the last one, but IM sure she knew. This one may find out as well. Who knows.

I dont know for sure he will file, he may just be scared to hurt me again and may put if off as long as possible. But Im prepared for anything. Even him changing his mind again.

ugh! the possible OW works across the street from me...just saw her leaving work....I hate this crap!!