I'm hoping that my husband suffers amnesia and forgets our little chat about his returning home.
I feel like I'm giving up ground here. I didn't post any 'ground rules' didn't get any signed 'contract of commitment to R"....I feel like I'll loose ground just letting him plop himself down here again with no rules, so many things still unsaid...so many promises yet to be made, so many issues to be dealt with.
Okay, I'm really really nervous.
We can't just start living together like everything is rosey...can we? Of course not so now what? I DON'T want him to have the impression for one single solitary second that "all's well"...all forgiven/forgotten. Hell no, not till I'm absolutely certain that HE has faced his issues, and that he'll NEVER again see his horrific choices as viable alternatives to coming directly to me with his insecurities, pain or questions. I have to know for SURE that he sees all that or how will I know I can be safe to begin to really trust him THIS time?
T2
