Another great weekend. Friday night was awesome, out with some different people which means different places and different personalities and senses of humour. Met MOT35 and spent night round hers (well, got kicked out at 7am when she panics that someone might turn up...lol), so went home and back to bed til 11am. Up for some breakfast, get dressed and collect my boys. We went to the park, met my niece from her horse riding and had a lovely time there (nicest weather this year), then back to my mums and nephew and sister came round so all the kids played in the garden and I cahtter to my mum and sis some. Needed some bit so took the kids for a McD's as next to supermarket and pleasently surprised that I could have a melt and wedges instead of burger....not keen on burgers, they rot my stomach...lol. Back home, relaxing time with boys and then S2 to bed at 7 whilst S6, his nan and I watched HSM3 and then he went to be about 8.30. I then watched TV with my mum for an hour before going to bed myself about 10 and woken at 6.30 for cuddles and TV in bed with my boys.
Sunday we had a bit of play, then took S6 to his acting/dancing class and S2 and me to park and footy for an hour, then picked up S6 and dropped them round a friends where their mum was.
Really had a great time and leaving work shortly where they are meeting me as normal at my mums who picked them up today. I love them more every second I spend with them and I even now still get my emotional moments where I can't believe I won't get to see them every day of their young lives. For that I will always feel bad, but I feel free from the stress and pressure put on me for a long time and know that once this is all done, I', settled in my own place and have a proper routine in my own life, that things will be great for us all.
Life is good (do I sound like a parrot there ????)