Day 19 and still going strong. Had a great weekend, one of the best I can remember. I have never laughed so hard, and as for being the social butterfly, well its been a while since I was that outgoing. I am not thinking about her and my sleeping is getting so much better. Found myself sitting in my chair Friday night, texting my buddy whose band was playing all wekend and thinking, I have nothing going on, get up and go out...So I did...It was a great spur of the moment situation. W told my D21 that she is going to talk to me about the taxes cuz of the deductible she has to pay fo rher operation on her wrist. D21 told her, Dad got his money and paid off the utitlies as much as he could, that was it. she asked W if she had done her taxes yet, and she said no, she thought we could still do them together, D21 said, nope his are done, you need to do yours and see what you get back. She told D21 she would talk to me and figure out what to do. I have been hearing this for almost 3 weeks. She doesn't talk to me, she tells everyone she is going to, but them again, she is getting a full time job, getting her own apartment, moving south after D17 turns 18, selling her car, getting her car fixed...The list goes on and on. This also is very much not like who she was. She did not procrastinate....But she is no longer that person, she should try and find her, maybe the person she used to be could help her...No, wait, that won't work becuase who she was didn't like people who cheated and people who didn't care for their families, [people who just up and left....So that idea is right out the window, LOL....
