So I got through the weekend in one piece. Pretty much managed to help friends move all weekend so I wouldn't dwell on this too much.

I alternate between a enormous sense of loss and sadness and then I'm okay for awhile.

I guess I know that others have actually repaired their marriages after being where I am at, but did it seem so impossible to you when your spouses were like this?

I don't want to give up hope but this seems so dismal. Do I just go dark? Act as if? Should I believe none of what I hear?

V

***Getting up every day and learning to breathe in a new me. For me and my children***

Me: 43
W: 38
SD-15
S(s): 12,9,7
Separated-2/14/2009
My sitch