My daughter's school counselor called me at work Tues to say she was upset with her parents fighting. Luckily they called her father first and he said we don't fight, only text. He claims to not say anything bad about me in front of them. Doesn't sound that way to me. That started this lovely downfall of my emotions on the rollercoaster. I wrote this:
My child is hurting, that is clear to see All I want is for her to be pain free But how can I do that when I am in pain? So many thoughts now fill my brain
She was the strong one I used to think Good thing she is too young to drink A good example I want to show But how can that be done? I do not know
My family is broken, it will not mend Wasted money on lawyers I must now send How could things go so wrong? I’m sure it will turn up in a song
If only we could rewind time I would not be writing this rhyme We would be the family we were meant to be Of that I can clearly see…..
Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9 Separated 90 days 6/28/05 H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now H Filed for D 7/08