Well, seeing him as often as I do is great and horrible at the same time. There are moments and times when I just KNOW he and I are going to make it. We're going to create a new relationship, a new marriage. Then there are days when I am not so sure and actually even scared that we are not going to make it. So I just take it day by day and move forward slowly. I know what it is I need to work on for me and of course, there's my sweet son to help me along my way. I was told over and over and often that this would be a long roller coaster ride, and so far, that is 100% accurate.
