Honestly no the weddings arent' important although I know they will be hard if you attend.

Yes sexual frustration sucks LOL.

Thanks about the signature. It is something that I had to learn the hard way. If I wrote a book about my life people would think it had to be fiction. But it was and is an important lesson. Something that I've learned since putting that there, and maybe if I think of some wise words I will change it, is that you also can't live for the future. You have to honestly in every way possible live for today and today only. If you are your best in the now, the future will take care of itself. If you live worried about the future all of the time, you miss today and essentially miss your life.

So how are you today?

If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.