After I get past that hurdle, then I get stuck on the fact that maybe all of this is just who I am. Maybe I really am no one without him. Maybe all I am is a good mother who thinks of everyone else first. And I think, if this isn't good enough for H, then he doesn't deserve me----or my devotion......
It is time for you to start focusing on yourself, NOT your Husband.
You are so much more then you think you are, and you do not need your Husband to make you feel whole.
You may want him in your life, BUT you do not need him.
Once you begin to realize this, then things will begin to change for you.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
