Well it is 10 on a sunday. Before the bomb she never stayed up passed 9 on any day and was usually in bed by 8. So To protect my heart I am pretty sure I am done. I have to move on. If she is seeing OM. That goes against my Morals And I do not think I could ever forget it or forgive it. We are still married and it is cheating. So She will not get out of this easy. I am not going to just sign the paperwork. She will be held responsible for what I feel she is responsible for. Her car was cosigned by me and my name will have to be off of it. One bill I am having trouble with, she will have to take care of half. She will not like the response I file. But I cant sit here and let her cheat without saying something. So this will make her file quicker. I might loose my truck. But I am a good mechanic so I will just get a beater and drop in a new engine If I have to. Hopefully I can get what I have to before it gets to bad. But I am sure she is planning to bail on this whole situation. If she does not come back tonight, then she is definitely with OM. I think she is going to bail cause we got approved for 2 rentals and she decided we should to try and stay in our present house and now I have not heard anything. I will continue to post and ask for advice. I still love her and there definitely is a chance I would take her back but as of right now I just cant take this. Maybe what I do will work in my favor. But I doubt it. I will probably be on tomorrow. I might change my mind but I dont know. Like I said before its time to grow up. Since she is paying my truck right now I might as well let it go back now. She is not going to pay it for ever. So good night.
Me 41 W 44 Together 7 years Married 6 Bomb Dec 2 08
