No, I'm not sure that I want to sell it. I keep believing that H will wake up from him MLC fog and return home. I only know that I can't afford our home without H. H has said that he'd continue to send the money but "only if he doesn't have any problems with me and that I don't try to come between him and the boys." He refuses to put it in writing and I think I'd be insane to stay unless it is. I see this as H's way of still trying to control me.
I keep telling H that we can still work it out and that he hasn't done anything to make me stop loving him. Others have worked it out and so can we. I also tell him that we have communication problems and now that we know it we can work on things. Should I not bother telling him this? I just want him to know that I still have the door open for him. Am I wrong for this?
