Thanks for the thoughts. Yeah, I really thought that since my normal personality is kind of "going dark" I should try to do the oposite and be more affectionate. I swear, it's kind of like we are back in the dating stage again. I was very affectionate when I was 19 ha,ha. Lots of water under the bridge since then. I'll just keep plugging, and learn to be ok with whatever happens. If we make it, good. If we don't, then I will still be okay. I am still young enough to not be an "old maid" forever, right? I don't want to turn into the "crazy cat lady"! LOL
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