Holding, Thank you for stopping by and sharing your opinion, it means a lot to me.
I know that everything you've said is true. I am without a doubt the most impatient person on the planet. AND there's no question that I'm obviously frustrated by the fact that I'm not in total control of how this reconciliation progresses. I want it all said TODAY, I want it all fixed TODAY....not gonna happen though and so I spin my wheels and get spun out.
I am trying to drag myself into a better mind frame so as to use next week's trip as an opportunity for real closure and togetherness...but I'm having one helloftime getting into the right mind frame.
