Thanks guys... Rob, I dont have anymore patience. I am not trying to punish him. And remember, unlike you, HE left me, he went on seeking happiness away from me. I waited and waited and waited. I suggested IC/MC more than a year ago. I was then "the crazy".I gave up on "us". He came back. "Willing and able". Yeah, right...!!! I am lonely, tired, unmotivated... He wont even fight for me, fight for time, beg for understanding... I would beg steel and lie to get a second chance if I loved the person I hurt deeply.
I am slowing down, regrouping at the moment. I am trying to deal with my anger.
You are spot on with that you said. I understand everything and I think you are right. I just cant find it in me anymore to wait and hope...
