T2~ You sound VERY frustrated and I am glad you are ranting here and not at your H. It sounds like you have some thinking and reflecting to do about next steps....
Quote: I'm taking this entire coming week OFF for myself. I'm going to FORCE myself to concentrate on ME. To do things JUST FOR ME. To get my PMA up, by myself, for myself. I'm going to search within myself for a way to "let him go."
This is a great idea...especially since you feel like you are going back to the early days. I for one, would not want to go back to those days for all the money in the world...I often wonder how I even got through that time!!!!!!!!!!
I hope the trip to Georgia gives you a change of scenery. Maybe being together at the house evey weekend is a "more of the same" that needs to be shaken up a little and hopefully the trip with be jsut what you need! Just my humble opinion!!
Keep us posted on all the wonderful things you plan to do for YOURSELF this week!!
Happiness is like a butterfly: the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.... (thoreau)
