I'm so confused. I feel I should detach but counsellor thinks the problem is that we don't communicate.
I said have you given thought to going out and he said yes, I said I'd like during the week and a sat because I don't want us living seperate lives. He said we'll see.
He is now drunk sleeping and ordered take away.
I'm dying to look at his phone but I won't.
I said to him thid drinking can't go on and he just shook his head sadly.
IN DR it says if you sleep in seperate rooms you must do LRT right away but then think I'll blow it.
I just said goodnight and no reply, shouter louder and got one back. He seems to think I'm making a big deal of things but keeps saying he knows it must be hard for me.
I think he is trying to push me out but then I'm more fortunate as he has said he wants to try and is coming to counselling.
I'm a mess aren't I, half an hour ago I was doing great.
You're both wonderful people and you don't deserve this heartache
