Forgive AND forget?

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Happy March!
There's been a lot of activity with business stuff so H and I have had more than usual contact. That almost always makes me feel better, I know it's because I still can't properly detach from H or our life.

We spent another whole day together. H came along to help me haul some horses and unfortunately we ended up in the ER. Turns out nothing major, but H will have limited capabilities for a few days.

The ER trip preempted some other plans we had made, but we did go to some friends for dinner and socializing. It was nice to hear H talk about things in his normal voice. I learn a lot just listening to him talk. It's like we learn about each other again while we talk with other people.

H's first horse for training arrives within the hour. That is a huge change.

H saw the bill for his health physical and freaked a bit. Yes dear, all those tests are expensive even with insurance.
We're still tap dancing around cc discussions, H is still keeping the amounts hidden but is 'whining' about all of it. I offered again that if he wants to work together we can make a plan. He just said "I know you will". I have said enough that he knows I will help, he knows that his choices DO affect me, those are acknowledgements H would not make before.

Baby steps? heck I don't have a clue but it's probably not baby steps, just change. But I wanted change and I am getting it. Like it or not!