Maybe I should be in piecing part 6?

[Hope4us]

Thanks Snow.

I know what you mean about Disney. That's where we're going. It's OUR place. And in the fall of 2007 when we went, W was sneaking off to contact OM all she could. She even was laying on the couch in our room TM'ing him while I was laying in the bed next to the couch.

But I will NOT ALLOW him and how she was wreck Disney for me. I love the place and so does W. Since that trip, and another one a few months later when we took the kids and she was doing the same thing (but after I exposed to OMW), we have been there a couple of times and I feel like I've reclaimed Disney for me/us.

Will I feel like a fool if she's still in contact with him and is playing me? I guess somewhat. But since I feel like she is still in contact with him, it won't surprise me if when the time comes I find out. I know I can look myself in the mirror in the mornings.

I'm sure you're correct in the people replying to me have been with me a long time and they're frustrated in my sitch. It makes me feel so cared for and so happy to know that people whom I've never met think so much of me and my sitch that they will 2x4 me when they see fit. And I'm ok with it. Really.

But I just need to do this for me. Like S16 said to me a week ago, "One last grasp huh?" And he's right.