Thanks I have been reading but been very busy. Had an Aunt pass and a couple of birthdays.
I did get into a R and M talk on the drive to NM. Bummer, said some things that needed to be said but not sure they needed to be said then. She said she is planing on D and why wait. I told her let's separate and what is the rush. I asked of OM and she said none.
She wonders if my changes are for her or me. At times she talks bad. But at thefuneral, talking to relatives, Yes come see us this Summer, we would love to have you.
I used to fear leaving the house for awhile, as that would open the door. I realized that the door is open and if she goes while I'm gone then that is on her.
I'm heading out of town next week to get away and give us space. After that we spoke of getting an apartment and the off spouse stays there.
I'm ready to move forward and that came out during the talk. I need to see a GAL in my future and I can't here at the house, when I think only of what I do not have, not what I have.
More when I can.
Twice
Me:45;W-47 Married 17 years this time Married in '82 for 3 years and divorced, both walked away. Re-married '91 D16 at home S15 at home (Special Needs) *************************** Wife EA June 08 Bomb August 08 Living in same house