Some volatile stuff here. But as LL pointed out, a LOT of us vascillate between emotions. I've been going through a bit of "I want HIM to feel how I felt" sentiment.
I know what that anger feels like. I think it's part of the healing process...we have to sit with it, feel it, decide what best to do with it. Venting here is always a good choice.
Kewlkitti...I KNOW exactly what you mean too. When Bomb #1 hit ALL of my anger fled immediately. My most familiar, most frequent emotion, my cover, my "friend", my power, was GONE.
I felt nothing but deep anguish and sadness and fear. KK, I felt this way for MONTHS. It wasn't until OW called and revealed herself that my anger re-emerged. And boy DID IT...for one night.
Shiny
P.S. I know the poster who responded in detail to your rant was pointing out the vitriol in your post, but I happen to know that you can absolutely love someone, yet at times wish they could suffer as you have, sometimes feel like you hate them. I think the opposite of love is indifference, not hate.
