T2, That's my girl, recognize what is going on and embrace it! I'm here waiting for you at the end of the tunnel! T2, over here! Don't feel bad I'm going through stages too. I go through back and forth like a ping pong ball. Stop being mad feel the pain, happiness, whatever you are feeling. Cry if you have to, I sure have been cleansing myself lately! Join the club, get out the poison. Because guess what someone else is here waiting for you, with love in his heart, for you. That's right, it's your H! I think he is a pretty good guy right now. He is sorry and he wants your forgiveness. So what do you say, how about this weekend, can you make it? Or do you need another week? Deb