Quoting kewlkitti:
i wish i could get into the "anger" stage.

i think i have just come to a revelation of where my negativity has come from over the last two weeks. i am feeling very FOOLISH right now, hurting to think about all the times i knew something was not right about my h relationship with the ow and they would BOTH just tell me i was thinking too much - i have been having dreams about them being together and laughing cause they "got away with it" one more time. oh, she doesn't suspect a thing, we are ok for a few more weeks and then do whatever people having affairs do.

i am really hurting right now, all over again. to think what a fool i was, and what a fool i believe i am now.

i want to be angry, but i can't stop crying.

t2, teach me to be angry

kitti


kitti,

I honestly believe that most of us just hide our hurt and shame in anger at least I know that is what is hiding behind my anger.

LL