Deb,

Yep, think I'm in an 'anger stage'....and that's okay because MY feelings good, bad or indifferenct are just as valid as ANY that my H had. It's like purging the poison by letting all that 'junk' come spewing out. I have to put it somewhere because I can't hold it in anymore and pretend that it's not there. Damn right I'm angry, I'm also scared, hurt, hopeful, happy AND, in and out of love....and that was just in the last hour
T2