Just need your support

[Snow White]

I've been on a bit of an emotional roller coaster lately.

As I discussed previously in this thread I finally came to the decision to move forward - away - from my marriage. This was not an easy decision and its not one that I am not constantly thinking about.

This week everything should be final for me talking possesion of the house. I have been on pins and needles about it. But when the lawyer called to say I have to come in and sign, I felt like I wanted to burst into tears.

I have an interview this week - it is 5 hours long, it is for the job I have wanted since I started at my place of employement. I am scared and excited but I feel like if I miss out on this I will start spiraling down.


The thing about no longer "working on" the marriage is that I feel like I have no vision of the future. Like what now if I'm not working on something.

Sometimes I feel overwhelmed with all my GAL stuff cause its like I have something to do everynight.

Am I on speed how many different thoughts are in this thread!