Renee, STOP CALLING YOUR H! You can't believe a thing that comes out of his mouth right now. He's going to tell you what you want to hear. The ow's page is her page and if she knows or even has an idea that you are reading it, she's going to do everything in her power to push your buttons. Do you know what she's doing? She's putting stuff out there, knowing you are going to read it and then call your h. She knows that your h gets very aggravated w/your phone calls...so what does she do....SHE SETS YOU UP! Stop calling him and stop reading that page. It's doing you no good.
I wouldn't be the least bit surprised if he's not telling her everything you said about that page. Renee, it's hard, but you are addicted to your h. You've got to break the habit...no calls unless it's an absolute emergency. Find things to do that will keep you from calling him. Find a hobby, get out and meet people. You can do this at a coffee shop, a book store or at some concert, exhibit, etc. But, you've got to break you addiction. If you don't, you are going to push him even further away and that means, you've given him all of the jusitification he needs to stay out on the street.
Dig deep and find the person that you were prior to marrying him. I know you can do this, I also know you can find other things to do besides reading her page and calling him. Remember, she will do everything in her power to push your buttons so that you screw up and she looks like the winner in all of this. Don't give her that power!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
