Again, I came home from work and found H's hotmail account open with another letter from OW. This one was mad at him for not responding to first letter (that made me very happy). H didn't email back, but had a draft letter that was angry and very much stated that he was home with his wife and kids. He didn't exactly paint a picture of "seeing the light" like I would like, but H has neer been someone who is open and honest. He never wants to hurt anyone, and I think that is part of what's going on.
The ML now is the best ever, and H tells me often how happpy he is that he's home and has no regrets about making that decision. I asked him today if he is still talking to her and he downplayed it, but basically told me a much milder version of what I had already read.
IDK, I think for now I am going to watch and not react. That would be a 180 for me. The former me would react and then have to deal with the consequences. I am still working on GAL, because that has always been my weak place. Still training for the 1/2 marathon, weight loss is stalled but I'm not giving up.
Overall, I am so happy to have my H home, the kids are happy, and we are really getting along well. I think I just need to relax and allow everything to work itself out.
