I know what to do. Just need the support.

[noedphi]

I am praying to god that I get through this. I have to many things going through my head right now. Please god help me. Please god. please. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I want out. Cant handle this. Cant be friends. not sure if I can even fake it. I cant let this effect me. WTF why do I let this affect me like this. She is not worth this. I want to say I am done. Not sure if I will ever forgive her. It just hurts so bad. I wish she could feel this pain. I dont care what anybody says this pain is different than any pain she went through in our M. This is worse. All she had to do is say something sooner. I cant say anything to fix this. All she had to do is say SOMETHING.