My commitment was on the traditional vows of the christian faith.
I have been patient, forgiving and understanding.
I have always just wanted and enjoyed time with my family. I grew up spending most of my time with family. Now I have no family left. I have some fun with co-workers during the work day but that is all.
I have GAL and lived my life fairly full before now - tired of it all. Don't have any desires to go out - no place I really want to go -I like being at home with my H, children, doing everyday things. No one there now.
Tireed of being alone, tired of being left, tired of being responsible. I won't bore you and keep going on this one.
After H called me last night to tell me the last in his issues - I did some reading on his issues and I read about what I can do to help things and I don't think I can do it. I have the same issues - I learned to get past them, I tried to help him get past his, but he didn't want to learn from me. In the mean time I have had to take a lot from him for it.
Never had anyone there for me.
I feel like I should pick up a former thread of mine, Lonely and Feeling lost.