As I was driving home today I heard this song...When I start wishing I could go back I realize I can't. Not sure if you like country music but this song "helps" me...I don't take the leave it all behind as walking away but leaving the past in the past because we can't, as much as we want, change it.

I致e been caught sideways out here on the crossroads
Trying to buy back the pieces I lost of my soul
It痴 hard when the devil won稚 get off your back
It痴 like carrying around the past in a hundred pound sack

{Chorus}
Today I知 gonna keep on walking
I知 gonna hold my head up high
I知 gonna leave it all behind
Today I知 gonna stand out in the rain
Let it wash it all away Yeah wash it all away
I知 gonna let it go Oh yeah
I知 gonna let it go Oh yeah

Skeletons and Ghosts are hiding in the shadows
Threatening me with all the things that they know
Choices and mistakes, they all know my name
But I知 through holding in and holding onto all that pain

Today I知 gonna keep on walking
I知 gonna hold my head up high
Got No more tears to cry
Today I知 gonna stand out in the rain
Let it wash it all away Yeah wash it all away
I知 gonna let it go Oh yeah
I知 gonna let it go Oh yeah

And I know I know I know I know I致e been forgiven
I know I know I know I知 gonna start living
Today I知 gonna keep on walking
I知 gonna hold my head up high
I知 gonna leave it all behind
Today I知 gonna stand out in the rain
Let it wash it all away Yeah wash it all away
I知 gonna let it go Oh yeah
I知 gonna let it go Oh yeah
I知 gonna let it go Oh yeah
Oh yeah


Me:40
W: 39
T: 17 years
M: 15 years
S-9
D-6
D final 11/10/2009

"We are all faced with a series of great opportunities brilliantly disguised as insoluble problems."