Went to the bank yesterday to do our yearly financial reports. The numbers didn't come out too well. They just gave H his out. The banker pretty much told him to get out while the gettin is good. Well Sunday is March 1 and rents are due. H didn't want to ditch on his landlord at the last minute. Well so he says. We talked pretty heavy the last week, back and forth on whether or not we were going to continue or not. H called this morning and said he was going to talk to the landlord today. Telling him that he will farm one more year and see how it goes. If it doesn't improve he'll be done.
I have so many mixed emotions about it all. I really don't know what to think at this point. A big part of me is ready to just be done. To start looking at something different in my life. But just as big a part is hoping that things will turn around for H and I. If I'm honest with myself today. I think I should stop hopeing on the latter.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
