I said May didnt I.. whatever happens. Maybe you should take a break between now and then.. I am going to have to. I know now its at least 2 months, maybe 3. I even said, by May we will feel better, but maybe it will take till June/July for things to happen. So.. yes, take a break, a siesta, a diversion... what wil be will be. There has always felt like some kind of horrible inevitability about all of this, I cant explain it.
I know its scary, I still feel like I am moving, slowly, eyes squinting in the dark... but it wont be long, a matter of months now, I promise !!!!!
