Thank you both. I know I can change my marriage for the better, there is no way I want to risk it again so really it's up to me to show that.
I haven't cried today yet. Feel strange. I'm running through a list of my annoying habits and things I've done to annoy him,not bad just stupid couple stuff. think I've driven him away, then I think how we had such a laugh, ml and cuddles up that whole afternoon before he said it.
I don't ask who he is on the phone to, I always did that (very nosey)
I'm reading dr but it's not sticking or sinking in. Not sure if I'm doing 180, detaching or going dark. Think a mix of them all. somethings working if he asked me out to lunch.
We were planning our holiday last weekend. He is either a very good actor, depressed or I'm BLIND.
