I've been doing ok with the 180 but not sure if he has noticed. It's difficult because he is texting me first all the time. Very basic stuff like what do you want for dinner etc.
Suppose I should worry when he stops that. And he has brought counselling forward at my request and asked me out to lunch although it was very strained. Wondering how it will be after tomorrow. I feel like I'm shutting down outside towards him? does that make sense. Like, maybe he will think what is the point she is not chasing or even caring?
I think too much :-)
Wish I had saved my money on every ebook going and just called a coach.
