Quote: I'm becoming listless and apathetic. I'm exhausted again from all of this and my heart is hardening to the process. I'm running out of anything to give to it.
So here I am, stuck in a rut and having trouble seeing the sun again.
My H is not home, not wanting to come home, and constantly threatening me with D. But I have survived this far... why is it that I feel like you said above?? I get so tired or feeling lousy. Will I EVER feel better? Will I always be sad, insecure, lonely?
I love reading your sitch. Things, even when you are bummed, sound so hopeful, so good. I'm in a serious rut.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.