I've seen some of your posts and you always seem so insightful decided to take the time today to finally stop by and check out your new thread!
The them controlling the whole mess is definitely a downer. I think that is one thing that gets me into trouble sometimes. Your H sounds a lot like mine from a post I read on Nik's thread so I had to check out the progress and see what you thought had turned things around for you in your sitch.
I haven't read your other threads so not familiar with the history but in a way sounds more like your PMA and possible assumptions are running your show right now for you? The reason I ask that is that would be me and when you described the Cracker Barrel dinner that was so us that I could see and feel you, because that is how I handle things. Non directly and assuming and choosing to allow my feelings to be hurt.
I think it sounds like doing something really nice for yourself or maybe rereading threads to see the actual progress or both might be a good thing?
Sure hoping you feel better soon. From this thread it does sound pretty good for the most part!
No sun here either just rain.
Guess just need to create our own sun!
Hope I don't sound ditzy or self righteous. I always worry, especially when posting on a thread I have never posted to before!!!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
