I am really sorry you are here, but this is a good place to be if you are in the predicament we are in. There are a lot of helpful and knowledgeable people here. I just started and am in a similar sitch as you.
I agree with Song about reading, watching, and posting in other threads that are similar to your sitch.
I just started here and already have learned a tremendous amount about what to do. I know its gonna take a while and hopefully things will come around. Hang in there!!!
