Hi Jojo1 Well, I'm still holding out hope and I'm very hopeful. We've made a lot of progress since right before Valentines Day. There's been more flirting on his part and we'll have great days. But he's the King of Backlash. The next day, I won't hear from him all day, but I see him every evening. I will give him all the credit he deserves, since the separation, he has only missed two days when it comes to seeing his son. He was out of town both times. What's more impressive is that I moved out of the house, forcing him to move back in. Of course, our S came with me. I think that might have been the best move I've made so far and really, the first one that gave me a feeling that I was finally feeling more like me again. But everyday we're officially apart just sucks. There's no other way to explain it. He is great, flirty, caring, wonderful. Then he is distant and does things that suck. For example, two weeks ago or so we had family photos taken. He said he would go, but wasn't going to be in the pictures. Whatever. We get there, the photographer says "You're crazy. I got a black shirt (S and I were wearing jeans and black shirts) and you're getting in these pictures." He did, the pictures were awesome. We did family shots, shots with him and S, then shots with me and S and then shots of me and H. They were so cute. He posted the pictures of S, and of him and S on Facebook this morning. But none of me in any of them. That blows. But I figure he has a long way to come back home and one day, he'll post pictures of us again. (I used to have a Facebook page, but killed it because it was too much drama.) Hang in there Jojo1. I'll hang in there with you.
