Thank you MT, when you say almost cocky about your relationship I know exactly what you mean.

How can he just walk out and enjoy himself?

Maybe I need to face it that he has been acting for months and doesn't love me.

He is still flying off the handle at every little thing. He is not anyone I recognise.

Maybe I've just him down. Maybe took advantage because I was so secure. I shouldn't have been nasty when I was drunk. Why should he put up with that?

Thank you for saying I'm not alone. I'm going to look at your whole thread if that's ok

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H 36 2nd marriage
me 32 1st marriage
no kids