Thank you both, yes I do get on with his friends very well but they're not going to like me for being nasty to him a few times when I was drunk. Can't explain it, just not liking myself at the moment and feel responsible for this whole mess. It's like he is taking word for word the letter I had sent him on day one of this happening.

I know there must be more to it. That morning we were cuddled up planning our next holiday. I honestly didn't see the signs. He just kept saying he was stressed and tired but was still as loving as ever.

He sent a text asking how my driving lesson went so that was good.

I'll just have to sit tight for now and see what tomorrow brings.


H 36 2nd marriage
me 32 1st marriage
no kids