Yes, I had been seeing a IC, until last November. And yes, I had been on A-D's until last Fall. In both cases, I was taken off of them because I seemed to no longer need them anymore. My PMA had seemed very good.
Yoyo, yes, you're right. I need to heal me too.
All, I need to get my act in gear. My PMA has been in the toilet for a long time now. It started taking a nose dive about the time STBXW started her latest effort to negate my input in my S's lives. I may put my full faith and trust in the Lord, but I don't trust human beings to do the right thing. STBXW has continued to prove over and over just how treacherous we humans can really be. That's the basic cause for this fear that has been causing me to stumble. I've got to let go of that fear, for my sake and for my S's sake. And it makes me a poor Christian to be so down.
I am sick with a cold right now and I really need a rest.
