Nothing new to report today. A few emails back and forth. He called at one point. I have to drop off D4 with him tomorrow evening so that I can go to class. He is BBQing for the squadron and so everyone will be there.
I'm wondering what kind of looks I'll get and then I'm trying to decide if I really even care or not. I shouldn't, but it still hurts. If he wants to yell/scream/judge me, then fine, but nobody else has a right to, so I'm just kind of apprehensive I guess. Not looking forward to it, but thankfully, I don't have to be there long. 5 minutes max. We'll see.
John, I hear you about "beware those bearing gifts!" Right about now is the time I start to make something of it (the gifts and interaction) and I am just not gonna get sucked back in this time. Definitely waiting for the other shoe!
Melissa
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"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."
