Hey Lisa, I'm glad you are ok too.. at least I think you are, but I couldnt really tell! Perhaps you are putting a 'brave face' on it, or maybe you really are ok. I hope the tests arent anything too serious.
As for H.. you said "H is unchanged. No opinions to offer particularly- it didn't bother me before but did last time I saw him. We're still exchanging e-mails as well" ...what do you mean, no opinions to offer? What his or yours and on what? And what are you exchanging emails about and are you still sending yours in a 'dbing' way, or just being natural, like an old friend now? Just wondered!
As for CEO.. I didnt get why you were so angry, sorry.. it sounded like good news that your project is continuing, but then you said you are out of there in 2 days??? Does that mean, you will no longer work for CEO? I guess you two will stay in touch as you seem to have quite the friendship goign! And yes, the comment on your H not being enough of a stud was surely a compliment! Anyway, not sure what it was you were so angry abuot, but he seemed very keen to apologise and make it right between the two of you, so I still have high hopes for you and CEO!
Thanks for your help on my thread, I appreciate your perspective! Sounds like I dont have much more than you now though (email friendship) and in fact less, as I havent met my ex for a drink for 3 months, but at least you still see H!
Interesting you are now questioning who you are and who you want to be in an R with and how different you may behave, as a woman, but then, you were bound to change after such a big upheaval in your life as H leaving. I think us LBS have all changed (not so the WAS perhaps!)
