Ok last thing of mentalist behaviour, just got an online tarot reading and It was good.
I know, I know, I just needed a wee pick me up just for today. Then no more silliness.
Walk towards the light, apparently my great difficulty had to be experienced and the emotional profit will turn the situation I'm in around to be better than ever. ;-)
Right, I'm going out tomorrow night even though friends friend is going and I'm going to find something positive about her and not imagine my H in the pub getting confirmation from his friends that I'm a bad, nasty wife he needs to get shot off.
Night all, thinking of you all and hoping for us all.