Conclusion...Neutral...it is just a 'wait & see' game (which I'm tired of doing). He was busy (now I understand that Sundays are very busy there. We didn't really get to visit at all , but he was nice...he waved to me with a big smile...he said that I was looking good. But...nothing that was apparent that would excell the relationship forward.
Re: my risk taking...I feel more confident. I know that I can try new things now. I know that I couldn't have done this 6 months ago.
My gut feeling was that he needs to set the boundaries. He has always been the one who wants to make the rules, change the rules, and expects me to play by them. I just got that feeling by our communication to each other that he has to guard himself. It's just my gut.
