I feel too lazy to start a thread tonight- my day off! But I will soon, and you can check it out. Even though he lives 2 blocks away, H rarely sees D16. No child support. Occasional lunch money. She seems to have walled off any feelings for him, but when he does see her, he usually manages to make her cry with his nagging and "disappointment" in her. I'm glad he isn't around. Never thought I'd say that after moving 550 miles so she could be near him!

He has said he is so unhappy and misses me, our family life, and even the house. That just made me think he was even more pathetic. Why live with someone who "makes me miserable in my own house"? Spineless. If he really wanted to be here, he would be. He travels throughout the state for his job, and he will stay in a motel two hours away from here, rather than come back to his house.

I am lonely, but I'm ok being alone.Yup, I'm ok with my life right now. My main concern is in finding a better paying job, and I'll be getting busy on that tomorrow. I'm just an old nurse with back problems...that's why the management degree. A desk is lookin' pretty darn good.

You know, I have shared feelings on this board that I could never share with anyone I know. Shed many tears for myself and others, especially in Newcomers. But I have had some of the best laughs here, and have met some of the sharpest wits! After being politically correct all day, it will be nice to express my own thoughts! Gotta get busy with supper, so gotta go. Again, glad to hear from you. You may be having your own problems, but being who you are, you haven't stopped trying to help others.


Gold Digger: Like a hooker,only smarter! It's a great day to be alive;I know the suns still shinin' when I close my eyes........Travis