Graceallday - The act like your dating is designed to make you feel good about yourself (you look good, you feel good), and maybe to get H's attention.
Sanderika - so sorry we're all here. It does sound like we're in the same place. And I too want nothing more than to grow old together with my H...........
BND----yes, thank you for the reality check. I do know that everything I do has to be for me first. But, I wouldn't be here if I didn't also hope that all I do gets him back......and I am confident the no contact----I mean absoluetely no contact would be a shock to H, and I'm going to try..........with 3 kids, it's extremely difficult, but will keep it about the kids. Well, that's why I'm still here fighting anyway.............I have often wondered if it weren't for them would I still be standing.
I'm back here for support, after a long absence. If anyone is curious, I think my old threads are still available.........however, the story is all the same----I'm just a little bit stronger.
My last fortune cookie read: You are a strong, brave person. I plan to live up to the cookie!!
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12
