A new phase..Future uncertain-imagine that!

[Vdad]

Journaling,

Picked the kids up last night (I pick them up after work from her house and they stay the night w/me).

Was able to maintain my PMA and kept the exchange brief. She went out of her way to tell me that she had accepted a position with a company we had both looked at earlier. I was very positive and validated her telling her it will be a good thing for her.

Here's the problem in a sense. my intel tells me that she in fact didn't keep the appointment and the employer reset her meeting with him for Friday. She went on to tell me that the training would be in a city close to another city that I believe is where a guy she is interested in lives.

Uggh....So it's possible she just lied to my face. But I don't know what phone convos she had tht would make this true. I feel like she 's lining up a weekend connection. So I am looking at it for what it is.

I have been offered a potentially huge position with another company but will have to transition out of my current company...So two jobs for awhile.. At least I'll be busy!

My W is in such a weird place. It's so hard to see this. I hardly know if she is ever telling me the truth anymore. This is not the woman I have been with for 15 years.
I am just hoping she comes back to reality before damage is done that will disconnect us permanently..

V